I read a lot. And i analyze the hell out of life. too.
I also go along with what is good, the flow of things. What works for others, well, i am 88% to 99% happy with what THEY chose. I think as i hop on my raft on this river of flow, that things will be good even great for me too. As well!
So i hope that when and IF we move to New Mexico, i will be able to get in better shape! Yup. Not that i don't walk. I can walk 3 miles. er. Well, i have in the past, no problems. Right now i am battling some odd Right Knee pain. This pain caused me to walk funny, and i took a 2.3 mile "little" walk in Manhattan last Thursday, from my Doc/ Clinic TO a job opportunity, and....well, i should've taken the subway! yup. OUCH.
I also walked TO Bellevue yep the hospital another week (from i cannot remember where...oh, that forgetfulness, another signal eh!) and that was too far. Too!
Silly things! That i will buy a pair of real boots in The Southwest. That my dream of a first tattoo....some amphibian on my inside (yes. OUCH. inside!) right bicep would happen there in the southwest?! I saw the perfect gecko Sunday. I will confess, I was going to to take this metal candle holder, warm it, and litely put the imprint on my R/ Bicep to see how it would look!!!! My better half was flattened! No no.
My point being, today and yesterday my Princess my love was scared. That is what knocks me out! She is so so SO bold, and yet can be so shy?! She is worried about the whole DEAL of moving out there....the commitment to 2 years, by 'contract' of who is head hunting her and wanting her to be part of their team! My winner girl. The thing is, we move IN. I get a HUGE better REAL job. And then what? we put our leetle tails 'tween our legs and run home?! We've never done THAT before!! We move a lot. BUT we are STRONG! We will be strong.
Ps / i keep also hoping we can stop by here and there on the final DRIVE out to NM! I Rand mcNallied Ponco City and Memphis TN (Graceland) and there are 10 other places and friends we could drop by as well!?
But, well, we'll see....
